Today, November 7, is the first anniversary of the launching of this site. It's gone by pretty quickly for me. I think I am allowed to do a meta-blogging post on this day, am I not? Don't worry, I'll include a few cool pictures, so you can skip the meta if you want to.
I started the blog, in part, as a way to stretch out my mental limbs in a public way, having previously spent 7 or 8 years thinking about the history of nuclear weapons in relative isolation (which is to say, in an Ivy-clad cloister). I had hoped that the blog would be a forum for me to interact with new people, especially those from different fields or different vantage points in life, and to also work out — through writing — various little thoughts or preoccupations of mine that had accumulated over the years. It also was meant to be somewhat of an outlet for cool things that really can't fit into the narrative of the book I am working on. In all of these things, it has been, for me anyway, fairly successful. I have a whole host of new contacts in a variety of communities (and over a fairly wide political range, I've found), and I've found that blogging regularly has helped me break out of some of overly-academic preoccupations that had been shaping my work and thinking.
As I know some people have noticed, I started with a much heavier blog schedule (three posts a week) and have since stretched that out a bit (one post a week). The initial burst was part of making sure that I really "bought in" to the idea, by investing a lot of my own time into it, and I also wanted to build up a store of content that would give people a pretty clear idea of the sorts of things I was interested in. Lately I've slowed it up, both so that I could make some more room in my schedule for other things (like writing that aforementioned book, which is coming along nicely), but also so I could spend a little bit more time on the posts, making them more like short essays than "look at this document/photo" posts. For those who prefer the latter types of posts to the former, don't worry — I'll probably start alternating them again when I have a little more time in my schedule. This is post 136.
By I think any standards, this has been a very positive experience for a new academic blogger, much less an historian of science blogger. (In my heart of hearts, I'd love to call what I do here a form of creative non-fiction, as opposed to "blogging," but there are conventions.)
Much of the traffic I received was driven not by my sterling content, but by that funny creature, the NUKEMAP. It was not my expectation that it would get so crazy and drive so much traffic to the blog itself, which is still does on a regular basis. Before starting the NUKEMAP, the blog had around 2,600 unique visitors and 9,300 page views which felt very large for someone whose normal audience came from specialist journals and conference talks. Since its launching, the NUKEMAP itself attracted around 1,500,000 unique visitors and over 1,900,000 page views. It's over 8 million "detonations" by my count this morning.
Of those visitors for the map, a small number go from there to visit the blog. A small number of 1.5 million though is a relatively large number in human terms — over 30,000 people. And some number of those become regular readers. So it's been a nice "feeder" of traffic into the site, in and of itself, and the blog itself gets around a thousand hits a day as its "normal" traffic, because of this. Which is bananas, even if it is still small potatoes in the world of blogs, much less the world of adorable kittens and puppies on the Internet.
There have been a few, non-NUKEMAP posts that have been read by a lot of people. Some of these reasons are obvious — i.e., they were featured on NPR or elsewhere — but some of them have been surprises to me. The top non-NUKEMAP posts have been:
- Beer and the Apocalypse (9/5/2012) – 17,800 pageviews
- Rare Photos of the Soviet Bomb Project (7/27/2012) – 13,400 pageviews
- The Sound of the Bomb (7/13/2012) – 11,800 pageviews
- Hiroshima at 67: The Line We Crossed (8/6/2012) – 3,800 pageviews
- Mortuary Services in Civil Defense (2/29/2012) – 2,900 pageviews
- The Faces of Project Y (8/31/2012) – 2,000 pageviews
#1 and #3 were on NPR, so no surprise there. #5 was linked to from #1, so that's probably its boost. #4 was an anniversary, and people are into those. #6 came with a little app, which helped. But #2 was just pure unadulterated interest in weird photos of the Soviet bomb project, circulated primarily through social media. Pretty neat.
Aside from the very popular ones, here are a list of posts I really enjoyed writing and documents I really enjoyed sharing. I put them here, in no particular order, just in case you missed them (or were new here) and didn't want to wade through everything:
- War from Above, War from Below (1/2/2012)
- Edward Teller's "Moon Shot" (12/12/2011)
- Bullseye on Washington (12/30/2011)
- Do We Want Another Manhattan Project? (4/2/2012)
- Ol' Blue Eyes (5/4/2012)
- What if Truman Hadn't Ordered the H-bomb Crash Program? (6/18/2012)
- Targeting the USSR in August 1945 (4/27/2012)
- The First Atomic Stockpile Requirements (5/9/2012)
(Though, if you do want to wade through, I recommend using the Post Archives page, which is arranged via a custom script I wrote to be especially browse-able.)
Looking over my past posts, I've found myself surprised by the themes that I keep coming back to. My academic work, and the aforementioned book-in-progress, is mostly concerned with unearthing the origin of practices and contexts of secrecy. In many ways it is a very traditional historical approach: look for periods of stability, look at what jars them into a periods of uncertainty, then look at what gels it back into a period of stability again. Repeat. It's interesting stuff to research and write, to be sure — especially since most narratives of nuclear secrecy posit (implicitly or explicitly) a period of general stability from 1939 to the present, which just isn't what I've found. Things have been much more up in the air, much more rocky, much more subject to change than you'd think from reading the "standard narratives" of the bomb. Moreover, there is a delicious little methodological point buried in it: the apparent homogeneity of the nuclear secrecy regime is in fact an artifact of the nuclear secrecy regime — its internal debates, challenges, and fractures were often hidden out of sight.
In my work on the blog, though, what I find myself preoccupied with is recapturing the qualitative experience of the bomb and its people. I'm fascinated with how lost history can be for those of us in the present, and how taking the time to reconstruct it, as it was lived and experienced at the time — and not how it necessarily has been handed down to us in neat, edited narratives of either triumph or disgrace — opens up such a rich, unusual, and often surreal world.
So I'm interested in how nuclear explosions sound, and how people who saw them described them, and how people planning to use them thought they could be really used, how they sketched them on the backs of steno pads, and how they danced across the headlines, and how the people who made them looked, even what color their eyes were, and how hard it is to imagine the size of a mushroom cloud. I am enraptured by the visual content of these times, and what direct access it seems to give us to the eyes of the long dead as they gaze upon horrible maps or bizarre security videos or the emblems of the atomic institutions or even just one another's hairstyles.
I've always known that I was interested in such things, as a hobby, but I had never tried writing any of that down before, this obsession with the wonder of it all (to tap a phrase of James Ellroy's). My enthusiasm for such things is sometimes hard to articulate without me sounding like a madman, because the "such things" in this case are monstrous nuclear weapons or other disturbing legacies of the nuclear age. Some of my early NUKEMAP interviews came off wrong, I felt, for this reason.
But I've learned to live with it, in a sense. There's no point in pretending I don't find this stuff fascinating, even if it is macabre. I can't hide it; the answer is not to pretend to be disinterested, but just to try to be more thoughtful. That's my responsibility, if I don't want to look like I'm out of my mind, and if I don't want to trivialize a lot of suffering and potential suffering. The blog has pushed me in that direction very forcefully, and that, at least as much as everything else, has been worth the payoff. One year down — here's to the next year.